darknessfalll

Okay so lately when i was at school every time i would go to class sometimes in class i just start to cry like i am really sad thats all i get the feeling of and just something missing. Its a very odd feeling i mean in some ways i understand it i am upset sometimes but for the last week i've been dreaming od these werid things like my grndmother died in my dream. Also like syfi kind of things also like last night i was upset with my brother and in my dream i accidently seriously accidently cussed him out and my parents yelled at me it was just so real. So do you wonder about when your asleep that you go to another place. I mean just sometimes

Need to take pictures three day weekend nothing to do life sucks sometimes.

My heart beats 80 times in the minute i relise whats happened. I....fell, not fall and scrap my knee or fall down a whole, the way i use fall means I fell in love. I relized it going to class happy and smiling becuse I have been having a good day. But then, just then i see him dessending the stares smirking in someways and in someways not. We just meet eyes just for the the shortest moment, but then in the pit of my stomach i relized, i wasnt sick or hungry i was in love. But when i relized i was in love i was happy at first then i was angry. Why? you might ask confused. The answer to that is i didnt want to love this pacific person the